Hornet - Hollow Knight/Silksong
I modeled this baby girl two years ago; it took me about one week exactly done in Zbrush and Maya for her nail, rendered in Keyshot, and added the final touches in photoshop. 🙌
I’ll post it here to manifest the final release of Silksong. ✨
Finished piece vs doodle
Her name is Haire, one of my babies. 💖
I’ll be posting more of her soon. 🥰
I love doodling on squared/math notebooks; sketching is more fun; it makes me feel like in school trying to skip hours of boring class, faking to take notes while drawing on the back of them. 🤭
CW: autism and interpersonal relationships
Why ppl tend to associate extroversion with a high level of social skills?
My boss recently said something like this to me: “Oh, but you’re so extroverted, empathetic, and sociable, and you have great communication skills.” No, I’m not; I’m just a dumb girl talking about my special interests out loud, which, luckily, happens to be my job too.
And I think she doesn’t remember, but months ago, we went to drink something to celebrate a huge event we pulled through, and there were a lot of ppl, not only my team, after a while, it was nice, but I was getting so nervous.
I felt a meltdown coming; my ears hurt; loud music and people talking very loud near me were not a good combination. I just had to leave the place crying and covering my ears; I was about to have a panic attack.
My social skills are level potato, and my ability to mask things deteriorated with the pandemic. Since I started to acknowledge my autism, I began to analyze so much stuff, and many things are falling into place.
At the same time, I’m afraid to tell my boss and my team members that I’m autistic because of this. Well, I’m so scared to tell my family too; only my gf and a few friends know about it and Idk what to do. 😢
I’m back! This is gonna be the pinned post; idk what I’m going to write yet, but I’m gonna make it better with time; kinda?
If someone remembers me, my name is Elizabeth. I’m a 27 yo transgirl from Chile (si, hablo español bien chileno 🤭).
My blog was “betrayed-memories”.
I disappeared when Tumblr went apeshit witch-hunting and banning everything that was NSFW, I did a lot of gifs back then, and Tumblr banned my acc too.
They banned it because I made a gifset of the final scene of Secretary, you know, the 2002 movie by Steven Shainberg, when Mr. Grey fucks Maggie Gylenghal, roped to a tree with her wedding dress, what a lovely scene. 🥰
Anyway, during the pandemic, I cleaned this blog; I deleted everything because I needed a fresh start.
But I don’t know what to do with this account.
I have some ideas for the future of this blog.
I’m trying to mix my work in illustration with music-making; I’m still trying to figure this out, but let’s see how it goes along the way.
Also would like to write about some thoughts on being an artist, my projects, and related stuff to my personal life.
See you all around, and thanks for reading me.
Lizz 💖